Brokenness-
a blessing or a curse?
Tim
Connor
Have you ever experienced brokenness? Not sure how to
define brokenness? Doing whatever you can to avoid being broken? Just to be clear - I’m not referring here to
your broken toilet, car or computer – I’m talking about your spirit, your
relationships, your career or even your life. If you don’t like where you think
this article is headed do yourself a favor and go back to your – whatever, but
if you have ever experienced brokenness of any kind, my hope is to help you
grow from it, learn from it and pass through it with dignity, courage, faith
and yes even speed if that is possible.
So, first – what is brokenness?
From my perspective and trust me I have been broken
several times during my life (if that admission causes you to stop reading –
believe me that doesn’t surprise me – I’ve watched a lot of people walk out of my
life because they found out I wasn’t perfect) – where was I - OH, brokenness
can be defined differently by everyone who has experienced being broken. Some would say it’s devastating, others
lonely, still others painful and uncertain and many – not what I expected or
what I feel I deserved in life.
So, what is it – well from my perspective it’s when life
doesn’t give you what you planned for, hoped for or desired when it comes to
your goals, expectations, desires or dreams?
It is when some aspect of life falls apart in some way – financially, in
your health, your career or an important relationship. It’s when you feel you
have nowhere to turn for help, guidance, support or even someone who will just
listen and care.
Why does life break us or try to break us every now and
then?
Life is not the enemy.
It isn’t out to get us, destroy us or makes fail or experience
pain. But life is. In other words, life contains a wide variety
of potential positives and negatives and it does not discriminate or pick on
any particular individual or group. Oh,
please don’t start going into all of the stuff that humanity has done wrong
over the centuries – I get it - but that’s not the intent of this article – I
don’t care if you are female or male, old or young white or black, Christian or
Jew, rich or poor, ugly or good looking or any other group that has been
persecuted in the past.
The first thing we all must do is decide how we choose to
define these two concepts. How do you
define negative? How do you define
positive? Once you have this out of the
way you will have your first clue as to what brokenness is and, in your life,
now or has been in the past.
Life is not picking on anyone but there are consequences
to all actions, choices, decisions, attitudes and behaviors and these are
nothing more than the natural ebb and flow of life as it unfolds. Do or say something stupid and sooner or
later you may have to pay a price.
What can be the causes or contributors of brokenness?
As I said above there can be literally thousands of
contributors to brokenness, but I have learned there are a few common
denominators. Here are just a few. Arrogance, out of control egos, stubbornness,
uncontrolled anger, hate or any other destructive and ill-placed emotions. Impatience and the need for control can also
contribute to certain areas of brokenness.
And let’s not forget narcissism, selfishness, and just plain stupidity.
How do these contribute to a broken life is some way?
Here’s just one example.
A personality-driven by self-orientation, ego, and narcissism
over time can drive people away from you in life. If this behavior continues - one day you may
wake up and realize that you are alone without friends who care, family who
wants to be around you and even strangers who turn their back on you. And the
consequences – well it depends on how you react to traveling through life
completely alone – for many this can be a devastating life position. There are
literally thousands if not millions of ways that each of us responds to life
stuff and decide whether we are going to let it break us or build us up.
What can we do while in the middle of brokenness?
This too is a choice – we can grow or withdraw, we can learn,
or we can blame, we can get wiser or we can retreat, we can reach out to others
or we can isolate ourselves even more.
The response often will come back to your definition of positive and
negative. I can hear some of you now –
how can something obviously negative be positive? OK, can being broke (obviously negative) be
positive? Can divorce (obviously negative) be positive? Can a heart attack
(again obviously negative be positive)?
Well, friends, I’ve been through all three and my answer is – yes, they
can be positive if I chose to define them that way. I can hear even more of you “are you crazy?”
Well, if seeing these as opportunities to get smarter, wiser, better, etc. then
yes, I am crazy.
What can we learn from times of brokenness?
Let me close with a couple of simple ideas if you are in
brokenness now or want to handle it if and when it comes into your life in the
future.
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How
you choose to define broken says a great deal about how you will experience
what has come into your life.
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How
you let broken define you will determine how long you stay broken and how well and
fast you recover.
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Going
through anything in life alone is stupid.
Find someone who cares and reach out to them and share, learn from them
and don’t hide your pain.
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Keep
the negative idiots out of your circle and out of your life if necessary. The last thing you need is more people
pointing fingers at you, blaming you or not helping you learn something from
your circumstances.
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Learn
to be there for others when they are in need.
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You
have been broken for a reason – discover it so you can learn from it.
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Read,
Read, Read – as much as you can to learn as much as you can.
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Accept
surrender as a positive approach rather than negative.
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All
brokenness happens for a reason whether it’s timing, details or circumstances.
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And
finally – broken does not equal; stupid, failure, or denial but it can be
related to these and other attitudes, choices, and decisions.
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