Is your life turning out the way you
really, deeply want it to?
Tim Connor
One evening last month while reading a book by one of my
favorite authors, John Eldredge, titled – “The Journey of Desire”, he
asked me to put the book down for a few minutes and ask myself the following
question – “Will my life ever be what I so deeply want it to be, in a way that
cannot be lost?”
Well, to be honest, it took me more than a minute to
ponder this question. I have been thinking about it for weeks so I started
wondering if other people, when asked the same question would just click past
it instantly or would some folks actually decide that the question deserved
some insightful, enlightened and honest consideration.
So, if the question triggers any emotion inside you, I hope
the following will help you take that inner journey in a productive way. If you don’t give a rip – have a nice life
and hit the “next” button on your device.
I am not using any of John’s material in this article
other than his original question – what follows is my personal take on the
importance of this question and the thoughts, ideas, questions or emotions it might
bring to the surface in you and for you.
I have been on this highway of life for more years than I
often like to admit, and the journey has had its share of amazing opportunities
and successes and devastating and life-changing failures and disappointments.
But as I have traveled from one year to the next, sure I had goals, plans,
dreams, hopes, and desires but many of them they just sort of stayed on the
sidelines as I traveled the world speaking and training audiences in twenty-six
countries.
In addition - as an author of over seventy-five books
including a million-seller and a few international bestsellers I kept preaching
to others what life was teaching me the good, the bad and the ugly – and again
often not heeding my own wisdom, lessons, and experience.
So here I sit – asking myself – “Is my life turning out
the way I really, deeply want it to?” And the answer – yes and no. And it’s the no’s that cause the most pain
and even tears. Sure, I’m happy with the yes’s – who wouldn’t be?
And just to be clear this article is not a
cathartic release of all of my mistakes and frustrations to earn either your
pity or your scorn, I just want to share the value both short and long term as
well as the potential personal insights that can alter or change the direction
or trajectory of some area of your life.
I would like to offer just five quick areas regarding this
question for your consideration.
1)Adversity or a blessing - In life, sooner or later, we
all have to overcome adversity, challenges,
and pain of some kind but we also all have known many blessings, too
many to count in this article, suffice it to say that if you are reading this
you have had more positives than negatives during your life so far, but often
these outcomes can depend on how you choose to define or interpret the idea of
– negative & positive. Regardless of the number of negatives, you may feel
you have experienced I will guarantee you have had far more blessings. So, the
question becomes – have you let any of the negatives get in the way of
achieving or reaching your life desires at this point in your life as you hoped
they would have turned out by now? If so – which ones and why?
2)Your response to stuff you didn’t ask for - There are
three ways in life to deal with disappointments, setbacks or failures – accept
them, deny them or learn from them. The first two unfortunately often cause us
to remain stuck in the past, settle for what is rather than what could be, and
many times retreat back to previous safe zones, attitudes or mindsets that will
ensure we never achieve our hopes, desires or dreams. The only way to keep moving forward is to
accept the reality of life’s problems or challenges as necessary to become
wiser, better or stronger. And without
this life approach, it is assured that dreams and desires will always be that –
just dreams and desires that you hope one day will show up just because you
showed up. Sorry – that’s not the way it
works, and I can say from personal experience that just showing up isn’t
enough.
3)Do dreams really matter - Sometimes our dreams or
desires are just beyond our reality of what we are willing to pay or sacrifice
or do to have them become real for us. This doesn’t mean we should only dream
for what we feel might be right or possible, but it does mean we need to make
the adjustments necessary, learn the appropriate skills or accept the lack of
success with poise and maturity.
4)Who or what can you trust - Sometimes life seems to know
what is better for us in the future than we do. What do I mean by life in the
previous sentence? Life for each of us is a series of accidents, situations,
people, events, and outcomes that we all get.
Some of these can teach us while others can cause disappointment and
pain. Some help us grow while others
keep us stuck. As these various
circumstances come into our life whether a flat tire or a new lasting
relationship, a new career or a serious health challenge they give us the
opportunity to do three things – 1a)Learn from them, b)Deny or avoid them and c)Ask
life simply – “what am I supposed to do with this?” In the end we all get inner
guidance regardless of what you want to call it; Devine help, Universal
Consciousness, Hunches, Insight – whatever – in the end life is a teacher and
sends us all kinds of stuff and people to help us learn. Does this mean life is a “person or God, or
Alien?”
Again, call it what you will but
let me ask you – have you ever wondered what to do with a situation or
challenge and you got this inner message and you didn’t follow it and things
got screwed up? Ever gotten this inner
message and followed it and things worked out in your favor? Well, what was
this inner voice? I don’t have a clue
but what I do know is we can trust it or ignore it and which approach do you
think might, in the end, be the best?
5)When it’s over it’s over – We are all given so many
years to yearn, hope, desire, dream, wonder and yes, work, play and yes
experience a wide variety of life outcomes.
But in the end how our personal journey progress whether towards our
desires or far from them is a combination of a wide variety of choices,
decisions, actions, beliefs, etc. Here’s
part of the problem, we don’t have a clue as to where these choices and
decisions will lead us or end up.
We
don’t have the slightest knowledge of who we let into our life and who let go
of how these choices will impact us over the long term. In the end, this is a good
life strategy because can you imagine what your life would be like if you could
plan every action, step and choice and control the outcomes? I know what you are thinking – “yes, I would
love this privilege – I could determine the quality of my life and my destiny.”
But what if your choices were limited by negative emotions or attitudes like
fear, regret or the lack of experience or knowledge or even accurate
information – do you think you could make some wrong moves?
In the end, we are all “out of here” at some point so the
real question is – are you living each day doing your best to make the best of
that day or assuming you will fix or change things tomorrow? Good luck with that one.
Yes, there are other reasons why as time and the years
pass that we fail to achieve the life that we really wanted deep in our Heart
and Soul, but from personal experience, someone who has not achieved the life I
thought in every way one day would be mine, I can admit with humility, gratitude, and honesty
that I have often wished my present would be different and my past would have
had less chaos, dysfunction, and frustration, but I am the one who got me here
and I am the one who made the decisions and choices of the past so like it or
not – blame, finger-pointing and even anger won’t change a thing. As my
daughter is fond of saying, “Dad, it is what it is – deal with it.” Don’t you hate it when what you teach others
at some point comes back at you from them – or is it just me who has to deal
with this stuff?